manage me, i'm a mess, turn a page, i'm a book, half unread...

HEY! haha. i realise my life is so unoriginal.

Morn: wake up, sleep again for 10 mins. mom goes crazy. go skool, walk to class, fall asleep on da desk.

During lesson: bored. tries to listen but fails to do so.

After skool: take mrt home. on mrt, look at surroundings for 5 mins, den falls asleep. >.<

At home: do hw while listening to music and pretending to be a rockstar.( yea i noe a bit hard to concentrate haha). After tt, play dota, read naruto, watch tv... kena scolded by parents for being so lazy. den sleep. ZzZ

Da whole cycle den repeats itself over and over. haiz, wish my life was so much more than dota, naruto, mugging and sleeping. T.T I wanna go back for tRAnnINg!!!!!! MONO TACHHIIIIII. gah, wad to do? sian

anywae, weightless by atl finally has a music vid. omg how can they be so cool wtf. cb wish i was tt cool. haha. ^.^ ooh ysterday dad and mom brought us go eat xiao long bao. haha. damn nice, partly becuz we had the 50 dollar gift voucher. XDDDD i lurv da cold chicken wif the noodles, so nice and um... cold. haha. lol but i diden realise it was so fuckin HAWWWTTTTTT!!!! my mouth felt like some ass of a dentist injected some tobasco sauce solution into my gumsss. so hootttttt. i had to drink 3 glasses of water sia. haha, after tt, went to vivo to walk walk. haha. so long neber go there oredi, realised it was damn uberr big like molo kai. har har har. ANYWAYYYYYY( i realise i use alot of anyways. ah well, anyway...) after tt, dad got some emergency call frm da hospital so we had to go there. den we w8ted in the car for like 1.5 freakin cb hrs. i was so bored.................................................................................................................................... so, i read my call of the wild thingy for ERP. haha. ^.^

well, i dont have the patience or ability to write uber long posts like other ppl. besides, the call of the dota beckons moi.

bb,
feels like i'm falling in love alone

Hey yo! hehe i felt like blogging cuz i jus realised one of the criteria to be applicable for the best job in the world is u must be gd at blogging! gee must bai someone as shifu. haha.

ANYYYWAEEEE, skool started. bleargh! ALL DA PROJ THAT HAV NOT BEEN COMPLETED AND LEFT IN A MESS...T.T haha. sian... post hols illness.

ALL TIME LOW GOT NEW ALBUM LIAO. HAHA! 8D omgosh i love "stella"!!!!! thx miao! <3s haha. the album was quite nice, except for lost in stereo, whicvh i tot was retardssssss. hehe. i've got all the songs stuck in my head, but i cant seem to get math formulae in my head for some reason... T.T. got math TA soon, confirm fail like sme sai one.

oh well, nuthing out of the ordinary..

in re now. so bored, so i shall post to save my blog from death XD. haha

i have to 4get you, i must 4get you, and i will 4get you. i dun wan ur image to be in my head all the time, makes me feel like using a power drill to drill all those memories out..... ARGH

anywae, dis sunday is..... AGE GROUP!!!!!! HOLY COW ISIT TT FAST? I AM SO SCREWED!!!!! i hope i dun get owned. wlao mr tan go and put me one weight category up, he wan me to die isit? i confirm get owned by those ppl hu will be like 5 Kg heavier than me -.-, but i will try my best. XD as they say, u dun lose if you lose, u lose if u quit. See? i'm SO philosophical 2dae muahaha. ;DDDDD

argh math cct was so screwed. i only got like 20.5/30 T.T . tt stoopid tobby got 30.5 -.- . at least i diden fail, which is good :D. i really pity those hu failed, must jia you ok? Gahaha. I have chinese cct next week and i am mugging like shiate now. hope i dfun screw up, if not i am going to be soooooooo uber screweddddd.

anywae, have to get back to work so i must stop posting now. bb

i'm so sorry. i screwed up, i shuld have deleted the messages, but why did i 4get? DAMN, i noe it's only right for you to get mad at me, i dun blame you, i wuld be pissed at myself if i were in your position. i can only wish that you will 4giv me. please, i cant go on without you...... cuz i <3 u.
i miss you, ur my life.... FUCK MYSELF DAMN
i will get through this, i will w8 patiently in the darkness for u to stop being pissed

hey. i'm trying to revive my blog. XD i'm so hardworking. haha. yesterday had trng. so i took mrt to j8. then guesss wad, it started to rain and it was 3.05 oredi. so, i had no choice but to run in the rain. i can remeber the time when my frens liked to sing the song" i'm singing in the rain". haha lol.
anyway, i diden fall sick! ahahaha i'm so resilient. XD thx to da person hu asked me to dry myself. haha. 2moro got selection for the national age grp competition, hope i dun screw up on tt day man. -praypraypray- haha.
o and to a certain someone, GD LUCK FOR YOUR CCT!!!!! XD-hugs-
tt's all for now. i promised tt i wuld post and i did, i diden say tt it had to be a long one. muahahahaha. i'm so EBIL.

yesterday was damn embarrasing, but i shan't say anything abt it. XD had trng yesterday, haha, coach tan made us do da pt 5 times!!!!! i was oredi dying by then. haiz, wad to do? must not slack(according to somebody). <3 haha. went to j8 b4 trng wif kim, hj, qirui, matthew etc to go and buy smth. haha. here was smth qr said

me: wad shuld i buy?
qirui: wlao we have been here for so long and you still havent decided on what to buy, i give you one more minute, if u dun decide by then, each minute will cause you $5.
me: fine fine.-continues looking-
qirui: wa sean u very rich hor. u owe me $15 oredi.

wth haha. and to da person whom i ate da cookies, i'm so sry. i will make it up to you, i promise. XD

nuthing much to post about. so buh bye.

i love you 4ever.

Hi, i'm posting again. MWAhaha i feel so evil 2dae. going to do PT for the first time after doing my geog project. Hope tt i dun get injured or anything. Valentine's day is coming. but have to go make my citizenship, so i cant go and sneak up on qr and kailing. haiz, sian. nuthing to post, so bb.

I L YOU. XD

i'm posting again. see?! i told u i keep my promises, esp the pinky swear. went out wif aunt and family to eat dinner ysterday, i lurved da chilli crab. XD i tink my cholestrol went up becuz of yesterday.

i hate it. every time i tink of it, my heart beats like shit, wad kind of feeling is dis? it hurts to keep it bottled up. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

hi, i promised i wuld post again. So here i am. XD

i dunno why, my heart is beating so fast... i hope, i want, i wish... nvm


i juz heard a damn nice simple plan song called i can wait forever. i wan to make it my blog song but dunno whether it has yet or not. trng is getting tougher and tougher evry tym, but tt's da way i lyk it. XD but i hate da running part, -vomits-
Anyway, heard tt fall out boy released a new album. some weird french name. hahaha. i love fall out boy <3 damn uber cool.

and yet again, i have no idea wat else to write... i shall try to write 2moro ok? i pinky swear XDDDDDDD

Hello everybody, I juz changed my blogskin to something more, er... nice? hehe. i haven been blogging for a long time.T.T haha.HAd trng yesterday, damn fun. da moves we had to do were so sick. i bet the girls were grossed out too. haha. i have nuthing to say. will be back soon ok? i promise.

hi.
haha, haven been blogging for a long time now. so i shall blog again. heehee. training has been very fruitful nowadays, cuz coach tan has been teaching us new throws and chokes. ahaha.

hi, i'm blogging again. haha

o i wanna tok abt wad happened on sunday. i went to da bedok reservoir wif mom, dad and my sis to do this forest adventure thingy. it was basically a 2hr adventure where you have to basically climb and swing. o and there were flying fox as well. damn fun haha. although i am afraid of heights T.T

this song is dedicated to er... my future gf? o.o LOLZ( nay i juz love dis song cuz it's nice XD)


Lyrics to Vulnerable :
Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

awesome isn't it? it's damn nice lar, must sing dis song to someone special next time... no neber, it's 4 me alone!!!

Heyhey ppl. i am officially out of things to do duirng these marking days. -.-

wlao how come so man ppl pon trng, esp ri sec 1's -stares-. ar coach tan so mean, make me partner senior chinjie, which was total shit. my big toe was bleeding like hell, and my fingers had blisters and abrasions. congrats to all hu didnt go 4 trng 2dae, cuz it was TOTAL SHIATE!!!! CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME Y COACH PICKS ON ME? i feel so hurt. T.T

haha nuthing to post liaoz, 2dae so boring, so bb ppl

HEY PPL! i'm gonna blog abt yesterdae since i had no more strength in me to blog yesterdae, as there was trng and coach tan was bein uber mean!
Met lionel at da bus-stop and took a bus to j8. then we met upwif tjeong, yirui, ron, hanjie and kim etc at yoshinoya, which i happen to hate -.- after dat, we went to w8 4 x's girlfriend. i cant reveal x's name guyz, sry. >.< first we w8ted outside haagen dahz, and we started to play dis stupid cute or not game. everyone said dat i was cute, -.-, LOL. qr got da title of most despo, which everyone unanimously aggreed to.
after a while, da haagen dahz ppl were staring at us so we decided to move to macs, which was much safer. by dat time, x was getting very anxious oredi. we w8ted until y finally came, y is x's girlfriend, as in x+y=luv in a simultaneous equation in math. haha, we all got x to hold y's hand, which was a great accomplishment considering x is so rough. then went back to school wif matt 4 trng. wad a wonderful dae dat was, now i'm at home blogging and doin nuthing.-.-
I'M SOOOOOOO BORRRED.




I'M SOOOOOOO BORRRED.

ps: x had better appreciate y, if not i'll bash x up.
pps: if i had a gf, i'd wan her to come to j8 everydae so i can see her often, as if dat wuld ever happen. -.- LOL

COME PPL, LETS PARTEH!!! XD anywae, went to gym after eoy 2dae wif ernest. haha, my biceps r bigger than his, -suansuansuan- nah jkjk. er, anywae when we waned to go to j8 wof kim, sam soo, sam miao, francis etc, IT STARTED TO RAIN!!!! Even heaven wanted to stop us larx! >.< -no offence to christians btw- so, i, ernest and francis decided to run there, in the RAIN. WHILE THE OTHERS TOOK A TAXI. -.- i keep asking myself if dat $2.50 was worth getting soaked and all wet. LOL. anywae we all met at the cinema and bought tickets to watch house bunny. the show was damn nice lar. abt this playboy erm, woman hu got kicked out of the playboy mansion.then blablablabla, shall not reveal wad happened. GO WATCH THE MOVIE URSELF LARX.
i am too sian to blog now. so bb ppl

i'm getting really emo now. i cant w8 4 trng to start, then jw, hp and shiyao and i can wreck havoc and mayhem. then i hope coach tan can let us hav er, combined randori.... HEHEH. ( rg ppl must tink i'm some lecherous freak) ps: I'M NOT K?! haha lols. o and ELAINE HUANG I DID NOT TELL UR SECRET! i hav nuthing to blog abt. after eoys i'm gonna go gym everydae, try to lose da puppy fat. i don wanna end up like louis, JKJK but i seriously need to, no trng 4 so long oredi. must exercise like jo. HAIYA, I'M KUNG FU PANDA PEOPLE! (except i'm not as fat as him) o.o

i realli wan math to end soon, then we can hav our rainbow partehs!!!!! so JIAYOUJIAYOU EVERYBODY!

i LUV WE THE KINGS! THEY'RE TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD

Check yes juliet by we the kings
anyways, i shall tok abt science 2dae. it was quite ok, hope i dun screw up. ARGH i cant w8 4 trng to start. o ya on another note, ELAINE HUANG I DID NOT TELL UR SECRET. THE NEXT TYM I BLOG I WILL SAE DAT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL U BELIV ME XP. o and jojo, pls let me access ur blog. i promise i'll be a gd boy, -smilesmile- jkjk. haha
sianz, needa mug 4 math, which is da LAST EXAM, HOORAY! SO BB PPL AND HAVE A NICE DAY. -SMILEZ- ( yeek i seem gay 2dae, argh wth)

HEYO PEOPLE! sry 4 not updating cuz of eoys, but, no choice. haha rofl. erm, lemme see, ah, coach's babeh shower was totally awesome! went wif shiyao to j8 to buy some presents then took bus there. made us walk like 1km plus cuz of my lousy navigation systems! when we FINALLY reached coach's house, soaking wet, it was packed like siao lar. when we reached, da first thing we did was to eat da yummy chicken wings! XD haha, ahmed dropped an entire box full of wings, we were all like, "ahmed, do u noe how many poor africans u culd feed wif all dat?! u r killing ur own kind! we're disppointed wif u.' HAHA lol, ooh, i met xiao toink! he's damn good lar

Hey guyz, busybusybusy. but shiyao ask me do quiz, so do lorx.

1)SHIYAO GOLDFISHY
2)SPARTANIC BROTHER JIAWEI
3)qirui i guess?
4)chia yu xuan da champion piggyback rider
5)samuel miao
6)eliz?(dun suan, it's becus i cant tink of anyone else)
7)wee xuan??( dis is getting realli frusrating!)
8)samuel miao my fellow piggybacker
9)yue min?
10) er... kimberly?

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
how da hell am i supposed to noe?

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
haha i'd like to see that xD

22. What is no.2 studying about?
er spartan-language lor. haha xP

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
jus now in school
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
HARDCORE ROCK!!!! RAWR

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
nope

26. Will you woo no.3? (heyao)
i woo him he bash me up.

27. How about no.7?
NUUUUUUU



lol, thts all. hip hip horray!

YOZ EVERYONE!!! i finally got my yellow belt, and i didn't have to bribe coach tan! XD haha btw congrats mr tan on ur new baby, bet u it's damn damn cute. soz for not updating for such a long time, will try to update once a week.
haha eliz is sick( as in ill, not perverted sick), er, get well soon?... anyways, goin to mr tan's house 4 da BABY SHOWER THINGY! which i have no idea wad it is. ar! guess i have to go bankrupt buying his baby presents.

lalala, oh ya, now in class we have PIGGYBACK WARS. Which is basically carrying a person on ur back and u have to v.s another person and knock dat person down. me and samuel miao always team up, but mostly get beaten by dat mofo elmo faced chia yixuan! watch out yixuan, justice will prevail and we WILL beat u. -glares- will upload da pics soon.

Nuthing to do now, except mug, which i haven't been doin. as my seniors say, da mugging season begins. but i dun give a shit, haha. byebye ppl, see u soon. ;D

yay! played xbox 360 at shurvin's house. urgh, dunno all da controls, but still managed to whack all the other aliens butts wif my energy sword. MWAHAHAS! did cle project there as well but halfway com hang. WTH LAHX! heaven dun lyk me isit? or maybe hanjie's fault, melted da com hardrive wif his heat. jkjk.

HIIIIIIII EVERYBODY!!! jus went back to nhps yesterdae, so damn fun. met dongyee, longbin,zongbin and wee toh at ri hall and went j8 to eat macs. and guess hu we saw, da one and only bishan gay. he was hiding in kfc and taking pics of everybody. dongyee da idiot waved at him and he got his pic taken. the bishan gay even gave him a thumbs-up. lucklily he didn't take my pic cus i ran away asap.
after dat, we took and mrt to west mall wif the intention to buy mr dylan a teacher's dae present, but eneded up buying some stupid 1.50 teacher's dae card. rofl. after that we wanted to take an mrt to nhps, but NUUUU, smart alek lum dong yee asked us to take bus 173. WTF!!!!! to get to clementi, da bus driver took one WHOLLEE big round around bukit batok b4 even reaching clementi. LOLSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!! wad a waste of precious time sia.
YAY! JUDO TRNG NEXT WEEK WEDENESDAE AND FRIDAE.

YAY ME! i finally got a new blogskin! haha. thx 4 showing me da neoprints eliz, although they were onli 3 out of the 200 u hav. -.- and to all u idiots out there hu are spreading rumours abt me and eliz, screw off, cus it's not true.

RAFFLESIAN SPOTLIGHT! OMIGOSH I'M SO BLOOD NERVOUS! dunno wad song we're gonna sing yet, but samuel miao says it's gonna be a rap song. COOLIO! however, sadly, i suck at rapping. When i rap, all u can hear is well, nuthing much cus all da words are muffled up. But thank god we hav... CHIA YI XUAN!!!!! he rox! 10% luck, 20% skill, 15% concentrated power of will... blah blah blah.

well, nuthin much to sae, bb

yoz again. my blogskin sux, i dunno y... It jus seems so very the dull T.T. wish someone wuld help me edit...... SHIYAO PWEASEEEE. oh yah, qirui and i are gonna bash up da rg judokas after fridae trng, eliz... u'd better watch out.
one second thought, maybe i wun kill eliz, cus she helped me do the comments for my poetry portfolio. thx eliz, i wun kill u lah, jkjk.
dats all 4 now, my life is so dull, will someone help me chsnge my freakin blogskin. o and i almost forgot, jo, i'm not DAT VULGAR LOR. haha, cant beliv ur a student leader, haha, jkjk. byeeeeeee

haiz.... damn u lah hu ever spread those shit rumours. i wanna wack u and judo u till u DIE DIE. >.< anywae i will get to the bottom of this and find out hu u r so, U BETTER WATCH OUT! ANYWAE, moving on to jiawei's blog. y did u change ur blogskin lor lols, now ur blog looks... well, i donno, dead? and one of ur posts abt eliz and christina shows what a perv u are man. Come on man, we all noe u, but keep ur pervness in ur"safe deposit box" k? but i tink wad u said is true though, but i shall not say to protect myself from the... nvm.
BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008!!! i tot it wuld be fun to watch, but i learnt something, u need damn lot of patience to watch. It's like after a while u see, it's like da same moves all over again. -.- i wonder how ppl can stay up all night watching all da athlete do their thing. But compared to national dae, it's quite okay lar.

POSTING...POSTING...POSTING......

i luv posting, it makes me forget my troubles. todae was fried day!!!!! yay!!!!! i got to eat chicken katsu don. so nice!! I wish we could go on excursions to more exciting places other than history museums and other random shit places. rgs go science centre 2dae. lols! last tym i went there i and my fwens pretended to go to the toilet, in the end we ended up goin to macdonalds! haha. somemore teacher nvr find out, we were like rofl. I think we went there for some cells exhibit, UBER BOORRRINNNG!!! we went to macs and bought a sundae each.. SO FUNNN!! i wish i culd go back to those days when things were so carefree. Life in this ri is so boring and monotonous, unlike those days in nanhua... HOW I WISH I CULD TURN BACK DA HANDS OF TYM!!!!

dats all i can sae... i'm so bloody bored. wish training on fridae wasn't cancelled, MR TAN UR EBIL. EDIL IN SAE, EBBIILLL!!!! haha, rofl

POOR LIN JIAWEI!!!!! jiawei soz lah... shall not elaborate more lest he *** me. HAIZ, geog onli got 3.2!!!!! damn shit lah. i wanna cry. boo hoohoooo. hope that da rest of my subjects will get GOOD points or my handphone will kena confiscated... dat sux.

LALALA!!! Miao, the best thing u saed in the week was"look in the mirror". i was larfing like siao lah. MIAO, UR SO AWESOME!!!!! MAT TJEONG!!! PLS DUN TELL ANYONE ABT WAD HJ SAID 2DAE, OR I'LL REALLI HAV TO WACK UR ****. bayley dramafeste is so awesome, hokkien words were used ever so nicely... o and btw zhongren, u acted damn well, can win an oscar award!!!! try harder dude... i'll support u.

o and btw i hav lyrics from a damn nice song by secondhand serenade called fall for you, it totally rocks!!!! thx hj for sending me dat song.

wah lau!!!! i see other ppl da blog posts all right long long wan. i write so short...feel so embarrased. somemore they girls sia

LOL!!!! my fwen jus had a crush on a girl hu he only saw at bowling finals. WTH LAH! when iu heard dat i during chinese lesson, i was" wth! lin jiawei ur a horny *******." chinese teacher was staring daggers at me. good thing she doesn't noe english or she'll sen me to the general office.

JOEL!!! ur tennis racket rawks man!!! so nice to use. i nearly broke da projecter becus of it. haha. haiz.... nuthing to do right now sia. no one to tok to.... hanjie.... y did ash....a break up wif u???!!! now u seem so lonely and sad.

rofl. nuthing to write so byeeeeeee

this is some stupid thing i tot abt when i was lying in bed last night.

love is like water, which can flow out of ur hand anytime. or it can be like ice, cold, hard and harsh towards u. i can be like a gas, which u can never see and never find. Hold on tight, never let go, cus when u let go u may never noe, u might never see it again...

sometimes my mind comes out wif random shit like this.

wah lau! no one visit my blog. like dat then create for wad?! waste my freakin time lah. HA! cannot make it for training on wednesdae, goin to girls training wif haopu..... I HOPE. omg wad if he dun go? dat wil be damn suan lah. l8ter mr tan ask me partner girl then how? stupid cct lah!! all ur fault!!!

DAmn it!! so many tests dis week!!!! i goin to explode. gonna vent all my stress on judo dis wednesdae and fridae. haha, christina vomited becus ahmed(wad an idiot) put tissue paper into coke. JIa wei so kind, go and help her clean up.lols. btw sry jiawei, tease u abt chr**t*na, make u let in one goal. SRY JIAWEI!!! REALLI SRY!!!!!

lols. 2dae is one of the worst days of my life!!!! stupid teacher wan us to mug like shit muggers. u noe, like a mug? haha, played basketball wif a girl called crystal 2dae!!! y so many crystal 1??